台中縣大雅鄉大楓村前村東路31巷19-6號

在見了 聖地牙哥

幫別人人做了很多影片，當主角輪到是我的時候
我卻沒有一點動力去做送給我自己的影片，我的人生 總是愛別人比較多
曾幾何時我想要改變
但是當面對到一樣的事情時
我才知道 感覺是沒有那麼輕易的說變就變的
何時我才會學著愛自己多一點? 我不知道
如果這是我的天性
也不需要去更改
或許我無意間傷害的許多人 嚇跑許多人 讓你們承受很大的壓力
對你們說一聲抱歉
但不奢求你們的原諒
孤獨的人生有孤獨的目標
孤獨的快樂一樣有孤獨的悲哀
這一年我在幹麻
我只是在浪費錢罷了
到頭來英文也只會一句 what’s up and how’s it going
有沒有幫助在我的未來我不知道
我豎立起了新的目標
新的 夢想
依然一樣 萬事不求人
所以能靠自己的 我將全力以赴
再見 聖地牙哥
短期之內我不會對你留念
短期之內我不會回來美國
短期之內我不回憶這一切
我視這一切 如隨風

I have made many videos for else people, when the main role turn to me
I don’t have any motive to make a video for me, I always love other people more than me
Whenever I want to change
But when I confront the same thing….
I just recognize the emotion is not easy to change
When can I learn how to love me much more? I don’t know
If this is my talent
I don’t need to change
Maybe sometimes I hurt you guys, scare on you guys and let you guys bear much pressure unintentionally
I apologize to you guys
But you guys don’t have to forgive me
Solitary life has lonely target
Isolation’s happy the same as solitude’s grief
What I’m doing this year
I’m just wasting the money
I just can say one sentence “what’s up and how’s it going”
Does it help in future? I don’t know yet
But I set up the new destination
The new DREAM
The same as before, I will not request everyone and everything
So everything can lean on me. I will do the best I can
Good bye San Diego
I will not miss you in a short time
I will not come back US in a short time
I will not remind everything in a short time
I regard as………a wind……..

十大婉轉拒絕告白說法

十大婉轉拒絕告白說法

一、你人很好（你是一個很好的人），我不想破壞這種朋友關係。
二、比起當情人，我覺得我們比較適合當朋友。
三、我對你的感情就是親哥哥（或弟弟、姐姐、妹妹）一樣。
四、不好意思，你不是我喜歡的類型。
五、剛結束上一段戀情，現在只想一個人生活，暫時不想談戀愛。
六、現在課業（工作）很忙，不是談戀愛的好時機。
七、對不起，我現在已有喜歡的人。
八、謝謝你的錯愛，我只喜歡男生。（男生說法）
謝謝你的錯愛，我只喜歡女生。（女生說法）
九、現在還年青，還不是談戀愛的時候。
十、我父母反對與同姓（差3歲、不同宗教信仰）的人交往。

i heart all before......

what i am wrong??????

i like someone, am i wrong????????
why are you did that for me

my favor doesnt like me

my favor doesnt like me and dislike ones doesnt like me either




fuck what can i do

close any artificial cause

close any artficial from now
change the position to wait from.....

i swear......

i swear from now cotain with my tears...........

i'll never focus on the women
i'll never make a matter with women
i'll aspire my interests
i'll respect my parents


i swear

so ........

so originally thank you kind of refused...........now i got it

my heart is bleeding

my heart is bleeding

The reason why the good man is too good, so they won’t lose you

friend just can be forever and ever

now i feel half happy and half frustrate

so that you said to me before
"how long could i get you? you said: you probably chase till eternity necessary"

that's your original meaning..................

hahahahahahahha.........it's end again

hahahahahhahaha

i down again, i ruin again about the relationship........

isolation with love.............

i have no regret in american, good job nasa

i pure came to US and pure back to TW

just what i said before??????

fall in love with someone without reason
to communicate and forgive each other are more important than reason

is that the reason important?????

nasa!!! how much longer will you be in stupid????????

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HS7Pl5N6zQ4



nasa!!! how much longer will you be in stupid????????

Fuck...........

Happiness

幸福得來不易，一但抓住了就別輕易放手
萬一它溜走了，別怕，我都會在你身後

The happiness is hard to get, when you grip it, don;t let it go rashly;
If it go away from you, don't be afraid, I always stand behind you.

esther

跌跌撞撞的情路 我都不知道我在幹麻
好在我又抓住了
希望我的天使還是強過於惡魔

keep busy myself and gorget you a while

sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Q nee

端詳情似為何物
嚐遍人生近百態
似覺有輕風迎面
誰知竟是夢一場

never feel so stressful, sorry and regretful

i'm so sorry
i apologiz of you, it is you let me know: i'm a garbage. there is no different with other people.....

sorry and sorry....

keep isolation with love......

sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..................

hm......what should i do....????

omg i'm gonna have the first girl friend
but is that i real want?

maybe i need to reject, i need to say clearly.........


and if someone will be your girl friend, it will be yours without chase....
she is breaking my basic rules, she can smoke, she has many experiences different from normal people, she is just looking is my type..........i'm so conflict

to Karina

哭過之後，就是一次的成長，你只是比別人更早經歷那暴風圈
After you cried, it is one more growth, you just suffer the storm earlier than other people
將以前的記憶美好，密封在你的眼淚中
Remind the wonderful memories and seal it in your tears
任憑眼淚隨著風飛舞，你的心也隨之堅強
Despite tears dance in the wind, your heart also getting stronger
在美國的你並不孤單.............................NASA
You are not lonely in American…………….NASA

A&F T shirt

Stephen Hawking “The Grand Design”

Stephen Hawking “The Grand Design”

This was the best report that I have read, it’s talking about the universe has their own physical laws so we don’t have a god necessary, when I was heard by Stephen Hawking, it was shocked for me, I thought Stephen Hawking is very bravery because he challenge to all religions of the world.
Stephen Hawking said: “it is not necessary to invoke God to light the blue touch paper and set the universe going.”, if God is unnecessary and philosophy is dead, the field is clear for science to explain the world: to answer all the age-old questions like: “What is the nature of reality? Where did all this come from? Did the universe need a creator?”, “God may exist, but science can explain the universe without need for a creator”, it caused some religion leaders rebounded by Stephen Hawking, they said science and theology are two different things they are not conflict each other such as artist and electron.
let’s remind, long long time ago, the human don’t have any words or languages, they were recorded the livelihood by painting, even they don’t know what’s the earth what’s the sun, the human can develop themselves, since we have the words and languages, the religions also comes together with, but who told them the god are existence, it should be someone took advantage of the human being’s Achilles’ heel, greed and tried to control the human, that was why the politics always together with religions until democracy was popular of the world, but it’s too late, people does very trust it, like “be use to” becoming normal, people use to trust the god because everyone say it like that, the real world it must has senses and can prove anything, the science pursue the proofs, but the theology, when they try to explain something they always use fuzzy words to describe and very unintelligible, they left too many image space and the answer is very unsure, so in my opinion, I think theology was made from the human,
I’m not totally negation religions, I respect it because some of about morality problems is very good, they teach people must friendly, learn how to tolerate and forgive and something they give more light. I admire this part, long time ago many scientist used many methods to proof the earth was not a plane and it’s a ball, but they was killed by emperor, because they challenged their god, I can’t accept it, although now is a free world, but the religions still has big power can affect whole world, everyone please, the only one god in the world it’s yourself, trust yourself it better than else, it’s you grow your children up, it’s you earn the money by your hands, it’s you figure out all the problems that you had confronted, no body can save you, it’s you rescue yourself.

in my opinion Stephen Hawking the grand design

若只有科學，人不過就是一根富有思想的蘆葦；但加上信仰，人生才有滿足與真實的意義。
(if just only science, the human just a rich cerebration's reed; but add religion,
there have the satisfied and truly in the life)

實在很不認同這一句話，東非原人
i don't agree, the ape-man
他們有科技 有武器 會升火 會設陷阱...
they have science, they can use weapon, can fire, set the traps
但是沒有文字沒有語言 用圖像紀錄生活
but they don't have words and language, they were recorded livelihood by painting
在這樣的環境下哪來的信仰 宗教
they don't have faiths and religions under this situation

但加上信仰，人生才有滿足與真實的意義
but add religions, there have the satisfied and truly in the life
一聽覺覺得它是狂熱份子，把所有東西都要跟宗教信仰牽涉在一起
i think he is fanatical person, involve anything with religion together
又或者我曲解他的意思 他的信仰非宗教(不過看他的簡介 應該八九不離七)
or i misunderstand his meaning, he meant the faith not religion (after i read his files, i'm sure he is)
人生再世時一定要追求終極目標 上天堂嗎? 去享福嗎?
the human must pursue the extrem target, go to paradise?
天堂的世界是什麼? 什麼都不用做嗎? 有網路用嗎? 有遊戲可以打嗎?
what's the world of paradise? we don't need to do anything, do we? can we use internet?
阿有天使可以窺嗎? 有免費的法拉利可以開嗎?.......庸俗
can we chased angels? can we drive Ferrari for free? come on...

只有閉上眼才是真的
the only one thing is the turly when you close eyes...
我們都忙錄了一個人生
we are too busy whole life...
在合上眼後 可不可以就這樣 靜靜 靜靜的休息......
after we close our eyes, can we take a quiet rest like that forever....

http://tw.news.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/100916/17/2d4nf.html

Suddenly, I resuming like this song aging

脫下長日的假面　奔向夢幻的疆界
take off the hypocritical face, run to the border of dream
南瓜馬車的午夜　換上童話的玻璃鞋
during the Cinderella's midnight, wear up the Glass slippers from fairy story
讓我享受這感覺　我是孤傲的薔薇
let me enjoy this mood, i'm a proud and isolated rose
讓我品嚐這滋味　紛亂世界的不瞭解
let me taste this flavor, try to understand the hustle & bustle's world
昨天太近　明天太遠　默默聆聽那黑夜
yesterday was too close, tomorrow is too far, listen to the night of those days
晚風吻盡　荷花葉　任我醉倒在池邊
the wind kissed all of lotuses, just let me lie down next to the pool while drunk
等你清楚看見我的美　月光曬乾眼淚
when you see my beauty, the moon dried my weeps
哪一個人　愛我　將我的手　緊握
the guy is love me and grasp my hands
抱緊我　吻我　喔　愛　別走
embrace me, kiss me, love me, just don't leave me
隱藏自己的疲倦　表達自己的狼狽
hide my fatigue, show my dilemma
放縱自己的狂野　找尋自己的明天
indulge my wildness, seek after my future
向你要求的誓言　就算是你的謊言
request your oaths, even that’s your lies
我需要愛的慰藉　就算那愛已如潮水
i need console about love, even that love seems the ebb tide

accosting

Today I accosted with two Americans, and played baseball together, I haven't played baseball for 8 months, I was so excited, the impact force still left on my hand, i love it so much......

a wonderful trip in vancouver

lose my faith

i do believe i am unrivaled on relationship

but now i have to confess, you are just a human being

no pay no get

i want to revenge that those people did to me before
why?
who's gonna get hurt?
who's gonna get painful?
who's gonna get more benefit?

no pay no get, i paid but no get

my b機 day

my b day
too many things occured

Always feel empty after excitied
在激情過後總是感到空虛
There are many sad things behind happiness
快樂的背後藏著多少的悲哀
People always find way out for troubles
人們都在煩惱中尋找出路
but don't want to let it go unwilling
卻也不甘心就這麼的放手
This birthday was very complicate
這次的生日很複雜
This birthday had many problems
這次的生日有很多的問題
BUT I DON'T CARE
但是我不管
Now I'm in america
我在美國
I must be happy
我要開心
Happy birthday to myself
祝我生日快樂
THANK YOU, YOU GUYS COMMING
謝謝你們大家的到來
I DO VERY APPRECIATE
我真的非常感謝

BEST WISHES ..............NASA

i realize one thing............

love insulation.................

surpport myself

to consolidate at every step
l got many experiences about relationship, i did too over, i hate my self
i hope time can go back, have been again
i'm so so so sorry...................

i want to push undo botton let everything go back to original
i want that i want.............stop everything

i hate myself.............anytime, anything is no different

每次每次都一樣
我到底哪裡錯了

我不適合對會說話的生物交談
我的EQ social真的很低

繼續畫圖吧
但我還可以畫誰

suddenly i feel a little blue

why why why
i becameing han dai, i dont want be han dai oh gi sun
and another things bother me always XXXX
but i think, no result......

iiiiii~~what is the true love????

everybody has big problems in their own life, even me, no special
everybody want to find the ture love and keep it forever, even me, no exception
everybody usually lost their mind in love............

and i always trust one thing, planing something in your mind that will not happen for ever

頓時之間....我不知道接下來我要畫誰

每次每次 都是一樣
講不到三句
火氣就來了
這麼火爆 誰受的了

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my paintings

Tentativeness

do more and more tentativenesses, but always hurt myself at last.

after watched Forrest Gump

i thought keep running and going can describe Gump,
i think Nasa Shan is nothing

寂

望著空盪的房子
我打開電視，試著讓他不在寂靜

來聖地牙哥 學一些有的沒的

• 聖 地牙哥州立大學廚藝學院(department of cook skills san diego state university )
• 聖 地牙哥州立大學美髮學院(department of hairdressing san diego state university)
• 聖 地牙哥州立大學國際關係學院(department of international relations san diego state university )
• 聖 地牙哥州立大學洗衣學院(department of wash clothes san diego state university)
• 聖 地牙哥州立大學轟趴學院(department of home party san diego state university)
• 聖 地牙哥州立大學調酒學院(department of bartender(mixer) san diego state university)
• 聖 地牙哥州立大學噴錢學院(department of spending san diego state university)
• 聖 地牙哥州立大學攝影學院(department of photography san diego state university )

Tea Rice Soup お茶漬け

Today i made the Tea Rice Soup(お茶漬け)...
so delicious "oh myi"

look at my cooked steps
1. prepare rice and put it in a bowl
2. put salmon slicese(fresh) on top of the rice
3. put pepper, onion salt, a little chili, green onion slicese
4. prepare the TEA, green tea, Taiwanese tea(高山清茶) or sen cha(煎茶) are better
5. fill the bowl with tea

DONE and enjoy it

How to take a good picture?

How to take a good picture?
First you need understand what kind the camera do you have, there has three types of cameras on the business situation, Digital Camera DC, Digital Single Len Reflection DSLR and Electronic View Finder Interchangeable Lens EVIL, somebody would asks me what’s different?
Totally difference, the biggest difference is sensitive size FIG1. This is for DSLR & EVIL

FIG1

FIG2. It is for DC the sensor is very small that is why the DC’s photos quality is not very well, you can imagine something use a small hole and a big hole to compare which one seems more cleaner.


FIG2.

Second: You need learn what is a “metering” and how to measure to get the correct exposure value, control EV (exposure value) has there methods to change it such as ISO (Sensitivity), S (shutter speed) and F (diaphragm), there relation are to change by 2 among.
ISO 100 200 400 800 1600 3200 6400
S 1 1/2 1/4 1/8 1/15 1/30 1/60 1/125 1/250 1/500 1/1000 1/2000 1/4000 unit: sec.
F 1.4 1.8 2 2.8 3.5 4 4.5 5.6 6.7 8 9 11 16 22 32 the value increase that diaphragm is getting smaller (32 is smallest 1.4 is biggest).
If you measure the exposure value is ISO 100, S 1/30, F2
and you also can use ISO 200, S 1/60, F2
or ISO 100, S 1/15, F4
you will get the same exposure. There relation key point by 2.

How to metering?
There are three metering modes in camera’s software, Multi-Segment / Patten, Center-weighted and Spot.
Multi-Segment / Patten: It is separate your electric viewfinder (for DC) or viewfinder (DSLR) to multi-segment and calculates the average measure value among all areas to decide the EV.
Center-weighted: Including center 20% areas to calculate the metering and to decide the EV.
Spot: Use the point 8% areas to metering the range is smallest, fit for advance user.

I suggest to use Center-weighted and tie in AE-L (Auto Exposure Lock) to measure, the first thing you must consider which subjects do you want to keep clearly of your photo, here has two pictures, first one measures the red building so the trees and grass has a little big dark, second one measures the tree on the left side of the picture so the tree has a correct exposure value, if you want the tree clearly that you measures the tree, if you want red building clearly that you measures the red building.


first


second

Take photo’s step
1. Use the viewfinder to make a composition.
2. Look your view and consider which part (subject) you want to keep clearly.
3. Measure your subject and got the EV (the center of viewfinder aims at the subject can get the EV).
4. Put the AE-L button to locks EV.
5. Move your camera return to your composition.
6. Press half of shutter button for auto focus
7. After auto focus you will hear the sound “BB” and keep pressure on the shutter button.
8. At last, you can put the shutter button to take your picture.
It’s not difficult to understand, just need someone who teaches you.

Depth of Field
Somebody asked me, how can I took pictures that subject is clearly background is vaguely, it is call “shallow depth of field”.
First you need to know, what is “depth-of-field” and how to use a depth-of-field scale.
Second you need to understand a relation with distance among camera, subject and background.

Depth-of-field has big relations with diaphragm and focal distance, normally if you want more shallow depth of field which has big diaphragm, long focal distance lenses and the big sensor but the most important things are control distances between subject and background usually use to human figures photography.


The relation of distance (when the background as possible far away from subject can get more shallow depth of field)
1. camera--------main part---------background
2. camera--------main part--------------------------------background
3. camera--------main part----------------------------------------------background
No.3 depth-of-field is shallower than no.2 > no1.

When the camera as possible as close to subject can get more shallow depth of field
4. camera------------------------------------------main part------------background
5. camera----------------------main part--------------------------------background
6. camera-----main part-------------------------------------------------background
No.6 depth-of field is shallower than no.5 > no4.

On theories, the long focal distance lenses depth-of-field is shallower than any wide lenses, so choose the correct lenses are also important.
If you use DC to take pictures, you would ask me we don’t have any lenses can change, how to do it?
Just only has one method as possible as zoom in your lens (equal to long focal distance lens) and close to your subject as possible to take pictures, you can got a photo like DSLR.

WB (White Balance) Color temperature unit: K
In normal condition, it is mean sunshine White Balance and the color temperature is 5500 K~5600 K, we use it for standard color temperature.
Or also can say to keep the white paper looks like white in any light source’s environment, try to imagines if the light is red so you see the white paper is red and you don’t want got a strange color’s picture that is why we need WB to correct color temperature.
AWB (Auto Whites Balance) this setting can handle almost situation, but if you confront the complicate light source’s environment you need sets your WB to others options such as tungsten lamps, fluorescent lamps, overcast and photoflash.


AWB


sunshine WB


overcast WB


fluorescent WB


tungsten lamps WB


photoflash WB

The environment’s light source was a tungsten lamps, I took pictures use every type of WB options, you can see the color has a little big difference among all, the correct one was used tungsten lamps WB, there is a piece of paper behind the lens, compares with others picture only this color is correct white, on theories maybe this is right but in the art, no things are correctly, you can choose your favorite WB.